iAM summing up tha dayy!

tha dayy was great! got up && my bestfriend brought me a strawberry shortcake :) which was delicious! then i went with my mom && shopped a little bitt; then i went to tha movies with my other bestfraan && saw tha scariest movie ever ORPHAN! it's great; everybody should watch it! alrighty i'm done; overall it was gooood* && omg i am starting to develope muscles on my abdomen! aka my 6-PACK is growiiin like are yuu seriously serioussss?! straight boss wit minesss!*

iAM still a Chris Brown Fan ♥

todayy i went to go find a chris brown song on youtube; && i found this apology video! i've never seen it before && everyone who knows me, knows that before this whole incident i was a serious chris brown fan; honestly i still AM; before watching this video i was kind of not on anybody's side; just because none of us actually know what happened?! but obviously he's sorry :(

iAM loviin this RING!

i want this ring sooooo badd! it's VERY expensive but it's a must have! i saw it on rihanna && i had to have it! yuu can customize it to say what yuu want it to, so i'm gunna have to decide between tha word "badd" or "BOSS" either way it's gunna be hotttt! because where i'm from people just don't buy expensive ass BOSS rings ya know? it has diamonds! i'm gettin it for my sixteenth birthdayy! Like are yuu serious?! who's as boss as i? nobody! :) iAM def. loving tha whole 80's/90's fashion comeback; three finger rings && brass knuckles are flyyyy*

iAM dedicating this blog to my bestfraan SAM!

LMAO; i am dedicating this blog to my bestfriend SA5M (tha 5 is silent) who randomly decided to tell me todayy that she is going to get a giraffe, because she was a giraffe in her past life?! Actually I love giraffes :) so sa5mantha shaw this blog was written especially for yuu by tha one && only boozie baby! i am def. gunna miss yuu this year && it's gunna suck not havin bridge class with yuu anymore! this year is gunna feel so different without my crew around! but i hope yuu have a great time in your new boss place of residence && make a bunch of new friends cuz you're like tha coolest person ever! but yuu better let any jerk down there know that boozie BADD is on speed dial, so don't TRIPP :) ily! <333

iAM goiin to miss my fraaans :(

so i'm sittin here thinkin && i juss realized how much i'm goin to miss everybody; last year is tha first year where i actually had real friends, no fakes no phonies, but just some real honest friends & it's crazy cuz two of those friends are leaving for college, one of those friends moved to another state, and then another is having a baby so she won't even be at skool for awhile?! it's crazy to meee? but i guess that i'm gettin to that age where everybody is startin their own lives; but i think everything is gunna be juss fine, because if we're really good friends like i think we are, then distance will mean nothing! :)

iAM taking a new approach to life;

okayy so i was doiin a little thinking...this morning when i woke up i wasn't happy at all; as a matter of fact some things have been bothering me these past few days, && i just haven't been myself. but anyways, to make a very long story short, i had like an epiphany about life, while i was watching tha movie hancock (which by tha way is AMAZING)! but i realized that tha key to every situation is be proactive! being proactive means that you are constantly preparing yourself to be positive, for when a negative situation comes along; so if you are always routinely making sure that you are looking at things in tha most positive way possible, then when something, or someone negative comes along; yuu are always prepared. The Most Important thing that I got out of this "epiphany" is that I am in control of my emotions && my life. Which is kind of like DUH! but i don't think alot of people realize just how "in control" of their lives they actually are. I can't let little things that people do distract me from the goals that I have && more importantly I can't give people the power to control tha way that i act?! i am learning now more than ever that I have to take accountability for tha things that I do. I can't blame people around me for my faults, even though people do mess up on occasion, so do I. So Hancock && sexy will smith :) brought me to this conclusion: "me, myself, && i are tha only people that have tha power to change my circumstance!"

iAM a sister && iAM ready to go back to school!

Okayy; so todayy i got slightly agitated by the fact that everything I do is reflected by my little sisters. Don't get me wrong, I love them to death, but sometimes it gets really hard, because I feel like everything that I do is being watched && imitated. My middle sister is usually the one who's having a hard time separating her age from my age? She thinks that she can do tha same things I do, but she CAN'T; so that's kind of hard to deal with from time to time. My parents are constantly reminding me of how important it is that I do the right things around them, so that they I can lead by example. I guess it only gets complicated because I forget how young they are. But overall I absolutely love my little sisters, I wouldn't trade them for tha world && even though I am constantly teaching them things, they are also always right there behind me teaching me something new about myself on a daily basis. I hope that one day, they decided that they want to do tha "positive" things that I do in life. && not follow tha not so nice things that i've done every now && then....

On another note; suprisingly iAM very ready to go back to school?! like most people would think I'm crazy for sayin that but I am sooo very serious. I think it's because this is tha summer where I'm trapped, because I don't have a car, && this is tha 1st summer where all of my other friends do. They're free to go && do what they please, while I'm at home! Tha Other thing that is probly making me a little anxious is tha fact that this is my last year of skool. Everybody says don't rush your time away though; so i'm just gunna chill on that note. I'm sure that tha only thing that's making me so ready to go back to skool is tha shopping part of it! Once skool starts I'll prbly be ready for it to be over all over again; Until Next Time <333

iAM blogging*

So by this being my first blog, I'm not exactly sure what to write about? I guess the smart thing to do would be to introduce myself! Well for starters my name is Maliquea && i can promise you that I am very different from any other individual that you've ever met in your entire life. I make it my top priority to make every moment of my life count for something meaningful. I don't have a million friends, but the ones that I do have are absolutely amazing =]! I have alot of associates though. As I get older, I understand the importance of not caring what people think of who you are. As long as you love who you've become and who you're determined to be, it honestly dosen't matter what others think?! School is very important to me && this is my last year of high skool; time flies by soooo very fast?! Even though it was totally my decision to graduate early I am very very very happy with my decision, && i'm positive that it's going to be tha best thing for my future! Honestly sometimes I think about how it's going to be once I don't have to go to skool anymore, && sometimes it's kinda sad && at other times I think It's going to be amazing! I'm very social so i'll miss the friends in the hallways and what not. But hey, life brings more challenges as you get older, && i'm more than ready to take those challenges head-on. When I think about all the things that I've accomplished in life, I just look at getting out of high school as a new opening in my life that is going to bring on a ba-jillion more opportunites that I am more than ready to accept. I am a pretty outgoing person and I aspire to touch lives as I live mines. I think that more than anything this blog is a chance for me to have a release. Somewhere to share my life with others, && keep track of the many, many emotions that I feel on a regular basis. I always have found it very very important to remember who you were, so you can be confident in who you're going to become. So many important people forget where they came from && that is something that I never want to do. . . .! So let's just say that this blog is a little piece of me that I would like to share with whoever reads it; Until Next Time <333